I hate you

 I hate you for being on my mind everyday since we become friends. I hate you for being so charming and handsome. I hate you for your eyes passed through mine that night and break every single deffense of mine. I hate you for not remembering me. I hate you for not having the smallest perception of who I am, even though you where the closest that most of my loved people ever did. I hate you for treating me like I was nothing. I hate you for ignoring me, offend me, and shut me down with no fair reason. I hate when I close my eyes and see you. I hate how tough you were with me and not letting me deffend myself. I hate that I wake up every single f*cking day wishing I could see you and hug you like we used to. I hate that I just can't let this f*cking sh1t go as you're doing. And mainly, I hate that I can't get your God damn eyes of my mind. I HATE YOU.