Words will never be read

  Tenho certeza que você já sabe quem eu sou, e no no entanto, mesmo que eu saiba que você não se importa com uma única palavra que estou prestes a dizer, e provavelmente você nunca verá isso, mas o que isso importa a esse ponto? O que tenho a perder? Mesmo que eu vou tentar fazer você se lembrar. Lembre-se da garota que você conheceu 48 horas antes do jogar tudo fora e me tratar como se eu não fosse nada. Eu só queria dizer que ainda sou a garota que dirigiu dezenas de quilômetros só porque estava preocupada e me importava com você. Eu dei meu jeito de tomar o remédio para levar para você e tentar fazer você se sentir melhor. E não importa o que eu não me arrependo, e com certeza faria de novo se você precisasse de mim. Estou a apenas um telefonema de distância. Mas eu não estou fazendo esta ligação. Eu sou a garota que abriu a porta do meu lugar mais seguro no mundo. Minha casa. Meu coração, onde você pode se sentir confortável, seguro e querido. Então abri a porta do lugar mais ...

 I hate you for being on my mind everyday since we become friends. I hate you for being so charming and handsome. I hate you for your eyes passed through mine that night and break every single deffense of mine. I hate you for not remembering me. I hate you for not having the smallest perception of who I am, even though you where the closest that most of my loved people ever did. I hate you for treating me like I was nothing. I hate you for ignoring me, offend me, and shut me down with no fair reason. I hate when I close my eyes and see you. I hate how tough you were with me and not letting me deffend myself. I hate that I wake up every single f*cking day wishing I could see you and hug you like we used to. I hate that I just can't let this f*cking sh1t go as you're doing. And mainly, I hate that I can't get your God damn eyes of my mind. I HATE YOU.

I'm pretty sure you already know who I am, and as long as I kow you don't care about a single word I'm about to say, and probably you'll never see this, but what does it matter at this point? Even though I'm gonna try to make you remember. Remember the girl you knew 48h hours before you throw it all away and treat me like I was nothing. I just wanted to say that I' m still the girl who drove tens of kilometers away just because I was worried and I cared about you. I gave my way to take te medicine to take it to you and try to make you feel better. And it doens't matter what I don't regret it, and I surely would do it again if you need me. I'm just a phone call away. But I'm not making this call. It's up to you. I'm the girls who openned the door of my safest place int the world. My home. My heart, where you could make yourself confortble and feel safe and caring. Then I openned the door of the most intime and particular place in the worl...